Furthermore, I had obtained a subordinate post in the customs office,
with a promise of sometime succeeding to my father's old place, and
the certainty of remaining in his Majesty's service during good
behaviour. This meant for life, for I had now learned how to govern my
conduct, having schooled myself, for the sake of my mother's peace of
mind, to keep out of trouble, often against my natural impulses. Thus
both Phil and I might aspire to Margaret; and, moreover, 'twas like
that her father would provide well for her if she found a husband to
his approval. It did not then occur to me that my employment in the
English service might be against me in Mr. Faringfield's eyes.
"Then," said I, reaching the main point at last, "as you think we are
endurable to her--which of us shall it be?"
"Why, that question is for her to settle," said Phil, with a smile
half-amused, half-surprised.
"But she will have to be asked. So which of us--?"
"I don't think it matters," he replied. "If she prefers one of us, she
will take him and refuse the other, whether he ask first or last."
"But suppose she likes us equally. In that case, might not the first
asker win, merely for his being first?"
"I think it scarce possible but that in her heart she must favour one
above all others, though she may not know it yet."
"But it seems to me--"
"'Faith, Bert, do as you like, I sha'n't say nay, or think nay.
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